The small details

*Not having too much of what you want makes the moments when you
(do have what you want)
incredible.

I was thinking about this with tea as I held fort in the bookshop. I made myself a majestic 'real' tea with leaves from Denboys cupboard of special teas. Teapot, strainer, bone china. The first tea to pass my lips in a few days...quality.

Quality!?

Yes.

It was pretty great.

So...I am applying this to the rest of my life.
It works in lots of different ways- multiple situations.
I'm looking forward to getting what I want.

Rain today. London yesterday. The day before, and the day before.

It was a complete waste of time yesterday. I went down after work to see a place, which ended up being a big let down. I should have done my research thoroughly. I did not. Another Lesson.

Tired today. Been staying up too late. My eyes burn. Brain ache. But heart is tiptop and I'm going to start knitting something again.

A lot has happened. I don't know if I can say it. It's all too strange.
I'm letting it sink in to my soul.

I'm turning on taps, and they all seem to be giving hot water. I'm getting burnt, and warmed, and cared for. I'm getting impatient and catered for...

I have some new music dreams. I want to re-record 'Last Christmas' by George, but I'm still unsure how to play any type of instrument that might help me do this.

On the train coming home last night I started making music video's in my head. I was trying to keep myself cheered after the dive.
I had a go at 'Careless whisper', sped up.
It was at a proper disco, with a proper floor (weirdly enough- not even one of those ones with lights- which would probably have been quite *great*). There were kind of viewing platforms all around the floor...
in fact
I just realised
it was more like a stage than a floor.

Anyway, everyone had come in their favourite dressing up costume. I was miming...and the only one not wearing a costume- I kind of stole a white dress off Feist...this short thing.



It was pretty fun. In my head.

I won't bore you with that any longer...

Off for a day of lots of stuff happening.

I have become *most* eloquent.

(Remember that timeI told you to take off your clothes?
You were naked as a window)

Close up.